Quick background notes:
"PANDAS is a pediatric autoimmune disorder characterized by the dramatic onset of neuropsychiatric symptoms such as obsessions, compulsions, motor or vocal tics. PANDAS is thought to be similar to Sydenham Chorea where there is dramatic symptom exacerbation following a strep infection (Kevin was diagnosed nearly 4 years ago and reacts to ANYTHING that upsets his immune system)
PANDAS is thought to be caused by the following sequence of events in this order:
- The production by the immune system of an antibody that can interact with neuronal tissue
- A failure of the immune system to suppress this antibody
- A breach of the blood brain barrier such that the antibody reaches neuronal tissue
Most of the studies and certainly parents on this forum report that IVIG and PEX are helpful in putting PANDAS in remission, but don't "cure" PANDAS. There are many reports of PANDAS symptoms returning after re-exposure to GABHS. This is why many parents use long term prophylactic antibiotics. It is also important to mention that some parents report that antibiotics used aggressively at initial onset of symptoms seem to put PANDAS in remission."
I will be with him both days. The IV itself isn't going to be that big of a deal, actually. I've had plenty of them and heplocks with all 3 kids, so I've been able to describe them in detail to him. I got a child's education kit with real IV bags and lines and stuff from the company that prepares the immunoglobulin, so today we went through all the steps and practiced. It will be at an out patient surgical center, so they will put a hep lock on the line and send him home overnight. He's looking forward to watching movies (they have portable dvd players...I'm going to introduce him to The Goonies!), playing UNO, reading books to himself and me reading to him (we're in the Lemony Snickett series now, playing games on his educational gaming system, writing Thank You cards for his and G's bday party (well, maybe not looking forward to that!), and listening to his iPod. I, on the other hand, have spent nearly two weeks with him nonstop at this point, and the idea of being in a little cubicle with him for 6 hours on 2 days in a row, entertaining him and dealing with his OCD, is making me twitchy. I will have my laptop, a book, and they said I can escape to Starbucks across the street (for a tea, i hate coffee) for an hour so and they will watch him.
I'm not worried about the procedure itself. I am getting very nervous about the weeks after the IVIG. A large percentage of kids, as the faulty antibodies die off and exit the system, experience what is called "a turning back of the pages." Or as the doctor calls it "a suicide period for the parents" where the kid goes and had a resurgence of all their old tics and obsessions and symptoms in a hardcore way. But then again, some people don't, some people have it at a lesser level. I will be taking him to the chiro a lot in the weeks after it, doing bentonite clay and activated charcoal and epsom salt baths, and lots of vitamins and flax oil and sleep and good nutrition to try to support his system during this reset.
I'm also terrified about him getting exposed to anything during the crucial weeks after it. School starts on Aug 28 for him. *cringe* I do have an excellent relationship with the school nurse and his 2nd grade teacher was handpicked for him and has had another PANDAS student, so I know that should be good, but I keep thinking about germs germs germs. *twitch* If he gets very sick, it could negate the whole thing.
I'm also dreading fighting the insurance company. They might pay 80% or they might pay nothing. And then we are out a HUGE chunk of money. Which I would pay in a heartbeat to make my son better, but still. We all know the fun phone calls and letters that await me.
And what if is one of the 5% in his age/duration of illness/symptom group who at 3 months does not have significant improvement and needs another round? My sister's condo still hasn't fucking sold, so we are still paying for that.
Anyway, please think thoughts of strength for me and thoughts of healing for him.