For the most part, I like my hair. It's not quite what I wanted:

http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art9105.asp

But I think it will grow into it.

The reason for no smile in the photo---no good at smiles on self portraits.

Starting on March 19th I went up to 150 mg of Zoloft (I went up to 100 right before my sister went in the hospital).

I'm not where I want to be yet. And in the last few weeks I see myself sliding back into some areas of depression--falling behind on details due to being unable to force myself to take care of them, lack of social contact, etc. In some ways this is harder than it was before the Zoloft--back then I saw no way out of the depression and didn't care. Now I see the possibilities and have sampled some of the happiness and want more....but I can't quite get there and don't have whatever it takes to get there. Which is HUGELY frustrating. I want to be well. I deserve to be happy and enjoy both my kids and have a fun summer.

I'm also investigating the possiblity of thyroid issues with my doctor.